The lady at the stockroom just called shouting
''Where the hell are those colour catalogue I left on the table?!!!''
'' I don't know...'' I said.
''I told you not to touch them. Didn't I??!!!''
'' Yea I KNOW. And I DIDN'T touch them..did you check properly?Aren't they on the table where you left them?''
'' OKOK...I will go check again..excuse me...''
5 mins passed, then another 5 mins..my phone is still not ringing.I supposed she found them somewhere.
Look, this is exactly what I hate the most...Damn! Why can't everyone does what they are supposed to do and appreciated someone else help instead of being so possesive and jealous!! I can't stand her most of the time acting like a queen and I'm sure she finds me irrtiating as well. Oh well, I did take some of the catalogues and distributed it to our agents, and so what??They aren't your and I didn't touch those you prepared. By the way, aren't you supposed to help me with that? When did it becomes YOU ARE IN CHARGE OF THEM and I'm not supposed to touch nothing no more??
I have always been polite to everyone but I0ve my limits too! I'm tired of being the 'Mary with a little lamb'', sucking up everything they shoot at me and keeping my mouth shut all the time. This is my very 1st office job and so I don't know if all offices are the same or it's just mine?I used to like coming to work. In the beginning everyone seemed kind and friendly but of course, I was supposed to be an intern who stays for 3 months instead of 3 years as it turned out to be. And maybe I'm young, and now I'm the boss's assistant, that everyone finds it irritating...But it's not like i did something wrong, is it? The point it, when he's not around, I can actually do whatever I want to, check my mail box, writing my blog like now, chat wiht my mom on skype etc... I can choose not to help anyone out, ot not to work at all! I can avoid all those backstabbing and in the end nothing change, I'll still get my pay everymonth. No more and no less. But I can't allow myself to do nothing at all!!! I'm still young and full of ambitions if that's to blame!
''Where the hell are those colour catalogue I left on the table?!!!''
'' I don't know...'' I said.
''I told you not to touch them. Didn't I??!!!''
'' Yea I KNOW. And I DIDN'T touch them..did you check properly?Aren't they on the table where you left them?''
'' OKOK...I will go check again..excuse me...''
5 mins passed, then another 5 mins..my phone is still not ringing.I supposed she found them somewhere.
Look, this is exactly what I hate the most...Damn! Why can't everyone does what they are supposed to do and appreciated someone else help instead of being so possesive and jealous!! I can't stand her most of the time acting like a queen and I'm sure she finds me irrtiating as well. Oh well, I did take some of the catalogues and distributed it to our agents, and so what??They aren't your and I didn't touch those you prepared. By the way, aren't you supposed to help me with that? When did it becomes YOU ARE IN CHARGE OF THEM and I'm not supposed to touch nothing no more??
I have always been polite to everyone but I0ve my limits too! I'm tired of being the 'Mary with a little lamb'', sucking up everything they shoot at me and keeping my mouth shut all the time. This is my very 1st office job and so I don't know if all offices are the same or it's just mine?I used to like coming to work. In the beginning everyone seemed kind and friendly but of course, I was supposed to be an intern who stays for 3 months instead of 3 years as it turned out to be. And maybe I'm young, and now I'm the boss's assistant, that everyone finds it irritating...But it's not like i did something wrong, is it? The point it, when he's not around, I can actually do whatever I want to, check my mail box, writing my blog like now, chat wiht my mom on skype etc... I can choose not to help anyone out, ot not to work at all! I can avoid all those backstabbing and in the end nothing change, I'll still get my pay everymonth. No more and no less. But I can't allow myself to do nothing at all!!! I'm still young and full of ambitions if that's to blame!
I have this fire burning inside because I'm young, and I have the determination. I enjoy being satisfied with what I've done, and being praised that I'm smart! I sometimes make mistakes, but I'm not afraid to admit it and learn.
But here I'm like an eagle in rage locked in a cage.
Oh fuck it! I'm going to Ventimiglia in 2 weeks. We are going to stay with a couple there and the husband's a chief. The even own a boat! A BOAT! So, we are going to get some sun, fill our stomach up with good Italian cuisine, swim in the sea, go for a round island trip and fuck those who are staying at the office working their asses off!
Who cares?!!! I'm young, and I'm free. I can always pack my bag and leave. But you can't, and above all, you don't have the courage to.
But here I'm like an eagle in rage locked in a cage.
Oh fuck it! I'm going to Ventimiglia in 2 weeks. We are going to stay with a couple there and the husband's a chief. The even own a boat! A BOAT! So, we are going to get some sun, fill our stomach up with good Italian cuisine, swim in the sea, go for a round island trip and fuck those who are staying at the office working their asses off!
Who cares?!!! I'm young, and I'm free. I can always pack my bag and leave. But you can't, and above all, you don't have the courage to.
